Reflections from the Soul

Reflections from the Soul

Thursday, October 21, 2010

Another sacred place inside my Rivendell...

Thursday, October 26, 2006


Another sacred place inside my Rivendell....





Far within
the depths of the forest,
were the sounds of
violins.
  They played as though
the very angels of heaven
were among
the trees.
Soothingly,
the music would immediately
draw ones soul
into a spirit
of solitude.
Draping.................
over that solitude
was reflective movement.
A swaying ..........
in synchronization
........like the very
wind itself;
where a slow sifting
wind moved among leaves of the trees.
Beckoning ...to her soul,
was intense emotion.

She
slid


down the trunk
of a large tree, slowly sitting

herself into the cove

of the long,

thick strong surfacing


roots.



Her long flowing hair was

drapping down beside
her shoulder.
Just enough to mingle
a bit with the bark of
the tall trunk.
Looking up in reflection,
she remembered her sadness
when she was just a
little girl....
her eyes gracefully closed at the
tranquil violins floating
over the breeze.
Holding in deep thought,
she became aware

of the very delicate spiritual sounds
amidst her.
The silence.......
within her....................
lingered.
There was healing
surrounding it.
She held that healing,
closely.

Resonation stirred inside,
as she began to sense The Spirit
that lived within her.
Like a woven silk flower, the presence
of the Holy Spirit opens her
spirit
slowly to angelic
sounds moving among her.
Violins, oboes, and voices
of sweet nectar
webbing
a silken healing
gently, loosely, one silky strand at a time,
yet in such a way that she
was enveloped
completely.
This became her solitary place of refuge....
for at least
in that solitary place,
she felt untouchable
to such
further
tormenting.
Over time
she began to understand
more clearly,
the intriguing way
the silken web
would envelope
her.
Her voice stayed still...
where she used to be able to sing in
a way of deep healing.
These angelic voices, and strings on the violins,
were the very strands, one by one,
that sounded a
strength inside
her voice.
That which she
otherwise would have expressed,
herself, was being sung over
her, expressing that which was
unexpressable.
This is where the tears of
cleansing
begin.
Where they began,
to drip ever so slightly,
little by little......until
they flooded forth
with powerful release.
The voices, and strings
came even closer once the tears began to
flow.
It was as though a new song,
in both
harmony of sound, but in unison
of meaning and healing,
intertwined together in a
sacred dance.




A dance for the first time since
since she lived in the
forest.
She began to embrace.......
embrace the sounds
of healing voices
like in a hot tub
soaking in everything.
She comes often....
to this place, now.
Where in fact, no one has ever
really seen her go.
Where even when she
attempts to share,
she stops, knowing
too few, can understand.
And this song
heard in that moment
still makes her speechless.
When she cannot
be among the trees that
shelter her in this
forrest of life......
she finds it in
her soul......again,
where few
can go with her.
She's worn a place in the ground of
her heart........
where she's lingered for long, moments
at a time.

And it's with this ever risking of
getting alone
with the Holy Spirit... The Spirit
inside her,

the sacred
finds her...
weeping a healing
that is replaced slowly,
with a dripping joy.
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Remaining Small

 


To be called....

I adore as you all know, movies of eternal rhythms in metaphor. I love the way
Aslan, gave them names in the end, to Lucy, Susan, Peter, and Edmond.
I was reminded of how, I can't wait to get to stand before my
"King Aslan", and be given my new name, after
this battle we war through, until then.
Though it doesn't say we'll have more than one name,
I hope that I live my life, with valiancy.....
and that when I am no longer here,
others would have seen me as one
with Valor....

Valiant

Help me Father, to know, that
even the smallest,
can find valor.


Valiant
Help me Father, to remember, without
you, I can do nothing,
but with you all things,
are possible.


Valiant
Help me Father, to listen for Your
voice. The voice of Your
mighty Spirit, speaking most
often, midst the movement
of war....and in the quiet of
stillness, the calm before
the storm.




Valiant





I may not be Lucy, the valiant
but Father, help me keep before
who's I am, that I am Yours...
and that you go with me
always,
everywhere.




Valiant


Help me Father, to weather the


winter,
when the
frozen ways of
decision and indecision,
seem to linger, that
You and Your grace, go with us....
in all.



Valiant


Help me Father, to stay small
in the eyes of others,
and mostly in the eyes
of myself.....
that I may be great
in Your eyes,
alone.

Valiant

Help me Father, to press on with
steadfastness. To dance in the
lane of perseverance, and not
stay fallen.....
when I fall.
But that I might find Your
Valor.....
in all,
even though,
 

I remain small.


Sunday, October 17, 2010

Evening Play




A gentle tiptoe. 

Slowly, ever
so gently;


you slow dance your way
across the sky. 








Hung;

by winds


moving in cadence



with the



setting
sun. 


Autumn blues
cascade
against its backdrop.   

A crisp canopy;




of cotton pulled
    luxuries. 

 I stand invited.

Chilled cheeks
     kissed-
       by the wind.
          
You resonate ...
   glory.

My gaze pulls
to and fro
like blankets pulled over
my head...






Intimate.


Delicate.


Intricate.


Delight.


You are all these things and more...
by dawn until night.



Where then as only You can;


paint pendulums of portraits-







for the few,
with sight.








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Saturday, October 9, 2010

Surrender into Your Embrace

In the midst of a moment
I breath in-

 my thoughts.
I exhale-

 my longings...
in a way that only You
 can see-

   what has not;
 been said.

In the midst of a sound
I breath in the splendor
and longing...



of both sweet memory
and agony...
a mingling of
 mint green tea...
warming me inside-
 to a place desolate
beneath the sheen,
where only You and I sing.



I worship here!  I worship!

I lift surrendered to You...

learning
once again...


You know my brokeness intimately.

Your replacement, lives in me.


You-
Fully human. Fully divine.


Emptied-
 the bittersweet-
     cup of wine.



So-
 must I...

too;
   
take up my cross,

and empty
mine. 




That I might...


Surrender into Your embrace...


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Wednesday, October 6, 2010

Soaring

A bird longing to fly,


learns slowly...


it's weight
is not what will keep him from flying...



A bird longing to fly,


learns slowly...

it's readiness,
is not what will keep him from flying....



a bird longing to fly,
learns slowly...

it's strength of wings,
is not what will keep him from flying...


a bird longing to fly,
learns slowly...
that
  letting go;
     of what he does not know...
               
 surrenders him;
            to fly.

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